I commented that working was tough and my mother gave very insensitive reply. I felt tired seriously. In some ways I felt that I'm more mature than my mother. And this sometimes make me feel tired. Looking back... when did I ever complain about working? Ever since O level...every holidays I've been working.... From BK...I stood till my ankle got some problem...my ankle got swollen somehow. I didn't grumble... It's my mother who wasn't really happy about that and also becoz I came home very late for some of the days and went back to work like 6-7 hours later. Then I worked in the factory... a weird aunty tried to make my life diffcult...tried to sabotage...make me the scapegoat. I didn't just quit like that...I worked till I am going to start school. In the bank... the work wasn't easy... there were down times and I didn't quit just like that...I worked till a few days before school. Then at IDA... environment was good but there were also times I stayed back till about 9pm... I worked for about 8 mths... straight from the A level exams till a few days after I started school. At the current job... I am already here for 2 years plus... Only right now I started to grumble. That's becoz the environment was really bad...it's so bad till no one wanna work here. So am I really that childish to comment that working is very xin ku? Can't I even have the right to say so? I can honestly say that I am working not becoz I wanna earn extra allowance...but to earn my allowance. Many asked me how did I cope with taking 5 mods and work at the same time. I wanna tell them... I can barely cope. How did I make it? Moolah keeps me going. I'm simply tired....
