Once again... he always never failed to bring down my morale at the critical period. Why is it always him! I just hate it! Your speech always hurt. It's just a dagger that pierce through my heart deeply.
I'd already set my mind to do my best. Even though I may not hit the admission criteria but I do not want to remain failing. You know how upset I was when I got back my results? I took so much time to get back to work. Now, you just declared me dead. what is this? I knew it's a simple question and you blamed me for not knowing that. I understand. I accept that. But all that that came after that really just made me detest you. This time you force me to speak up and I did. You felt remorse, but nothing can be helped to heal my wound.
They are brothers and why are they so different? One knew that I was weak and continue to sprinkle salt on my wound. The other just do his best and find all ways to help me get through.
You know how I'm like now? I'm practically in a daze. An aimless soul staring blankly. When I went home that time, I suppose to alight, but I just watch the bus drove pass the bus stop without doing anything. Luckily I'm on bus 15 and landed in tampines. That's me...
Please just leave me alone now!

Well, I'd been reading a few blogs and felt like blogging. haha!
Well, I guess a lot of the jc peeps out there were updating their graduation ceremony. hm... how about mine? I can say I knew nuts about it until read some of my classmates blog. I did not attend. Weird right? even teachers' day n national day i'm present in school. This time round I'm absent for an occasion speacially dedicated to me. I felt really lousy when I was taking back the results on Wed. It's really a bad idea to seperate result n graduation day manz~! Anyway, I top the chart this time round, I top the bottom 100. As you all should know SRJC standard and topping the bottom 100 should give you some insights of the results I'd gotten. Never on earth I will expect myself to really do so badly. I admit that I'm only a mediocre student, but am I really that bad. Well, results had proven, JC is just not my cup of tea or I should say science. So don't be surprise if you see me in any poly next year. =) but of coz i'm doing(not trying) my very best to stop this from happening. Just hope that miracle can somehow happen.
Back to the the graduation part, heard a lot of 'phenomenon' happening. First time in 2 years, the jc 2 sang the song anthem. I missed it! Everyone who used to say they dislike or even hate the school had for once love SRJC. I missed that feeling. Well, basically I missed alot of stuff.
Understand your ability. Go for the possibilty, forgo the impossibility.

Hello! Being really busy and sort of lost of my future now. hm... found out something interesting to share with you all.
Anybody read saturday's straits times? If no, let me tell you what happened. okay, yesterday's ST featured '50 young people to watch'. okay, I saw 3 familiar name and I bet you will know them.
First to appear was Xu Kai Xiang. Youngest musician to win 2000, 2002 and 2004 NAC competition coming in in the 1st place. One of the years, he won another competition in Beijing. Pretty cool huh!
Second was someone I only heard of last year. He's weiling's favourite. hee! Yup, he's Yang Ji Wei. Well, currently he just went to Beijing to study Sheng. Basically, he wasn't the studious type. After O level at ACS, he went to ITE. hm... quite shock to hear that isn't it. don't know if he had completed his studies there or not. so after that, I got to hear of him from last year's NAC competition and of coz the rather shocking record he had helped his alma mater to clinch in this year's syf. well, maybe acs will be less formidable now as he's away. hee!
Third was someone I heard of for quite a while. He's quite a 'rollercoaster' like histoy. After acs, he went to ACJC but quit school to go to Beijing. But after 2 mths, he realised he did not want to do music full time so he came back. He went to NP to study mass com which he eventually came in top in his corhot. So he released a book about pipa and also taught in nygh and music camp. He applied for a master course in NIE and was rejected. Miraculously, he got a chance to enter a phd course in Britain I think. hm...isn't this like a roller coaster ride.
well, I wish for a smooth journey, but if anything happens, I still hope to complete this ride.
That's all folks!