March has been like a roller coaster ride for me. At some point I feel okay and fine, but other times I feel really lousy! Right now...I'm in a state of confusion. It's difficult to explain and to even confide. I'm like the carbonated gas in the coke can. Quiety waiting for the right moment and right person to come and release me. It seems like I have forced myself to choose a path which is not meant for me. I always wanted to prove something but seldom succeed. I thought my cloudy days had passed....why is the sky still gloomy?
ends at 10:55 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007Y
Lost...
Feeling LOST! My feeling now was as bad as the moment I saw my result. Basically I do not wish to look back and start to regret. I wanna move ahead but sometimes I just felt that I was being tied to rubber band. The more I wanna move forward, the greater I move back. Desire VS Reality
ends at 11:36 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007Y
I wanna...
I wanna watch Happy Never After and Ninja Turtle!!!!!!!!!! And I wanna watch syco chamber concert for FREE! Why do syco members have to pay? I wanna get out of the island and have a break. I wanna start schooling soon in my desired institute. I wanna have sunny days! I wanna be independent..... I wanna be happy...... For now, I can only see a bleak future.
ends at 11:51 PM
Sunday, March 04, 2007Y
Once again...
Once again...it's the headache period. I wanna say a big "thankew" to all my friends! Thanks for all your concern and support. Guess this time I've got no time to waste in sobbing and taking pity of myself. I need to think through carefully and make a wise decision. All advices are welcomed! I seriously need them. Never did it came to my mind that GP will play an important role this time. Well, it actually became the crucial factor to see if I'll be selected for interviews. Yup, I mean selected for interview and not accepted. Gonna heed for my aunt's advice to speak properly. That's all folks. I hope my cloudy days will pass soon..
