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Wednesday, June 28, 2006Y

Happy plus scare

In deep shit liao~! My internet excess exceed! 30 bucks plus! when the bill comes sure die! I watched video from you tube just now for 2 hours and landed me in this state! Luckily I nv use my aunty excess, if not she sure kill me!!! So shit manz~!
Tomorrow 2pm, horng will reach Singapore liao! Really excited! wanna blog more actually but no mood liao!!! $34.81 gone! I'm very sad liao! a price to pay for slacking for so long jus now! serve you rite manz, Sylvia!

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Thursday, June 22, 2006Y

No strength liao~!

I've got no strength liao~! Tired! Just went to school for about 5 hours and I'm like that~! Damn weak manz~! Anyway, only get to ask Chem ques for like 15 mins~! hm... tomorrow shall go back again and hope won't be back empty-handed again. Acutally I'm quite prepared like quite a few days back already and I should be more kiasu! Go ask immediately. Anyway, later will be physics with my Eugene kor kor... manz~! Physics is really in a messy state now! Practically those question I attempt I don't know how to do plus so many topics left~! I don't wanna fail manz~!
Happy Happy part~! Yesterday was rather a happy day! First of all, chatted with Ellyn(my jc bud) for like 1 hr over msn with me using the mic and her typing. hahaha! And we made an agreement...she's accompany me back to school next year for my result. Really glad and hope audrey will come along too. Been wanted to ask but it's actually still very early to say.
At about 9pm, yingning called me! Manz~! What's up? She asked if I'm free on Sat. It's JJ concert and know what? She won the tix through the ribena contest! So lucky! Plus she only like sent in one entry. What's touching is that she did that for me...coz she wanted to go to the concert with me with the prize but unfortunately I already bought the tix like 3 months ago. Really touched~! She made me really excited over the concert loh~! Didn't really think that much before~!
Time to go~! It's physics time~!~!

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Friday, June 16, 2006Y

Stress

Volcano erupted!!! It's not my temper this time but my face! Damn~! A clear sign of the increasing stress. Well, I thought I should care less about my looks this time but it's really painful! Got a blue-black patch near my nose area now~! and other small eruptions around. ouch~! Pain pain~!
Today is study marathon. 4 hours of practical in the morning. Do until brain nearly went our of function. Then had 2 hours of rest and had1.5 hrs of maths consultation. Gain alot and Mr Kwek is a great great teacher. Most of the teachers are not going back to school now till sch reopens. Well, it's understandable... they need rest too! Mr Kwek told me he'll come back on the days that I'm in school. I didn't ask for the days that he'll be back and he offered to help me. A very different reply. Most of the teachers I asked about consultation will be telling me they'll be back in week 3 and won't be around in week 4. I definitely have no complaints with their reply but I'm just extremely touch with what Mr Kwek told me.
Running out of time liao~! Must chiong~!

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Monday, June 12, 2006Y

End of concert

Saturday was definitely a memorable day which I must blog about.
Well, our performance definitely can be better since we made mistakes here and there... but overall it's still good lah. Frankly speaking the practices were just not quite enough, if not we can definitely do a lot better. Mr Quek really gave his 101%. For the first few songs, he was perspiring profusely manz~! But after the last song, tears rolled down instead of his sweat. That really melts my heart to see him so sad. To me, I think he's really a great musician and conductor. His love and passion towards music and esp chinese music had definitely influence me. Hope 2 years later, he'll be back to influence more of us and hope I'll still be able to perform under his baton.
On the lighter note... First half I was really very nervous esp towards to end of the third song. Phew~! Finally it's over~! Second half I wasn't that nervous initially coz sco was around. Out of the three days sitting with huang cheng da, the performance was the one which I had the most interaction with him manz~! hahaha! First day was really boring. He only commented about my score at the beginning and said to me 2 sentences during the rehearsal.. 1. Play one bow 2. Shhh.... Both less than 5 words and the last was not even a word. Second day... didn't really talk and can't talk either coz it's full-dress rehearsal. Concert day... I changed my score to his. The enlarged version(A3) and without my scrribles. He was telling me not to be so 'ke qi' coz he was able to see my small score(A4) with his eye sight. The music starts... after the first movement I suppose to change page and and score was so big that when I pulled the bottom left corner, the top part starts to fall off and he has to catch it for me. After that for second movement, he wanted to cough but the song was starting, so he controlled and cough during the noisy part. Oh yah~! and my bow! nearly got stuck because the 'hair' dropped off and got caught in between the strings. The most nerve wrecking one come liao... the air con blows and blew the score off the stand...luckily both of us manage to catch it... after that, the score swayed and we were looking at the score closely with our hands ready. There was once when we were playing and the score just flew off...luckily I was vigilant enough to catch it back and allowed huang laoshi to continue... so after the whole repertoire, we stand up and the score sway again... so he said that maybe I should use back the score we used for the past 2 days instead coz we nv faced any prob with it. hahaha~! what an encounter~! Wan ying's score was really sturdy plus those behind me also very safe. Only my score was flying around! But after that, heard zhao jian hua's score flew off(meaning dropped to the floor) when he was playing the solo part and we can hear a little hiccup. His hp rang before the start of the music and he quickly took his battery off. Seems like those who encountered weird situations will continue to experience weird stuff whereas those who were experiencing a smooth ride with continue their safe journey. Why am I facing the first situation and not the second? Suay~! No matter what, it's definitely a memorable experience!
Syco really influence me alot! It makes me wanna improve my skills and continue to pursuit my hobby. Basically after failing grade 9, I lost half of the passion towards erhu. Syco inspired me to wanna gain this passion back. This year end I hope to do a lot of things and one of them is to improve on my skills...
Time for study... never had revision for one week liao~! tata~!

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Thursday, June 08, 2006Y

I must talk~!

Manz~ I didn't talk for 2.5 hours~! Felt so terrible~! I also became lightbulb for 2.5 hours~! and I nearly get cock eyes coz I have nowhere to look at except rite in front which is wan ying's head! In case you're wondering, I'm sitting right in between yu jia and her hubby~! The most fustrating was that I keep playing the second movement wrongly~! Argh~!~! Tomorrow will be another day... Mr Quek is leaving and I suddenly felt very sad~! Really very sad~!

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I'm tired...really..

This week is such a tiring week and I can feel my energy level is going down... Well, the attendance rate for the day camp was atrocious. Whatever, it was fun though and I knew more people now and got closer to them. It's really tired to get up by 6.30am everyday go school then go home for shower and just step out of home. Didn't even get time for proper lunch... and what I want was something that taste better. I just wanted ham for my bread only? Am I being very difficult? In the end we quarrel over bread? Can't believe it manz~! Even for the concert so I don't need to go already since you never get the tix... I know it's 'shi wu' on that day and you have to go for prayer. Do you know how many 'chu yi' and 'shi wu' in a year? But there's only one concert. Sometimes she really don't know how to weigh things... Everyday go for practice I'll see members queueing in front of the sistic counter...doubt I'll have the chance. And for the intermission, I'll be hanging around in the backstage by myself just like what happened during the sr vch concert. Well, the afternoon rehearsal concert was cancelled. Not at all happy about it... does that imply of bad ticket sales since the night concert wasn't even full yet...
I've vent out enough...hope to feel better...

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Saturday, June 03, 2006Y

Great Show

What a week! Went to 3 great shows! The first was light-hearting cartoon-Over the hedge. The second was the mystical contraversial film- The Da Vinci Code. Last but not least is the comtemporary fusion performance- Arts Fest: The Quest.
Da vinci code was really a superb novel and Dan Brown is really such an intelligent author. Don't quite understand the craze over the book last year and now I know! End of this year I must read this book manz. Actually I book quite a few books which I have never finish reading. Anyway, those who haven't watch this movie must quickly go catch it. Don't quite understand some history narrated coz I'm not a Christian.
Arts Fest performance was really nice! Usually sco arts fest performance is very chim and even laoshi used to tell me that most of them nearly sleep on stage loh. Haha! But yesterday's show was different from the rest of the arts fest performance I'd been to. The dance was really very nice. If not of the dance I don't think I'll be able to appreciate the music. The Esplanade Theatre was so cool manz... so many gadgets everywhere. The next show I wanna watch is Forbidden City. Anyone interested? Please contact me k!
Today I practised quite alot of gaohu. Not flawless but at least I manage to run through the difficult parts without pauses. Keep telling myself not to stop and even I wanna 'hun' I must also put up a good show. Haha! I think I did my best already, now have to wait till rehearsal. Wish myself luck!
Today still haven't study or do homework manz~! what a sin~ Like what ying's sis told me yesterday, after syco concert I must really put gaohu/erhu aside and concentrate. There's only one way out now and that's to make it into uni next year.
Well, I think there's actually a lot of choices in life. It's just that the more outstanding you are, your path is more clear and smooth. The outstanding ones will have fewer choice of where they wanna head to next. The average ones will have more choices coz their paths are made up of many branches. It's hard to make a decision coz there're so many routes! After all, both of them will still end up at the same destination of coz, it's just that how long you took and how tough it is. Hm...written so much, I wonder if anyone understand my point? Anyway, I've been through this obstacle before and I had learnt alot. I hope my friend will understand my point too. At the end of the day, be happy of what you choose. Most importantly, don't forgo your dreams!
May all my friends stay happy always~! (",)

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