Today is a tired day! Did chemistry the wholeday, but felt quite satisfied for learning so much. I'd neglected maths. Didn't touch it since last Thur! Manz~ Had consultation with Ms Tan( my ex-chem tutor) and I felt that she change quite a lot this year. Become better of coz... If she's still my tutor this year, I think I'll be able to learn more from her. Anyway, the 2 hours was a fruitful session. Anyway, yesterday was practical and it was a screwed up. I'll get 0 out of 14 for accuracy already. My reading was too way out. The rest got very close reading except me!!!! Why???!! I'd been scoring for my accuracy this year except for the very last practical. Anyway, extracting from what Mr Yeo told us after phy prac. "You all can't get A*, so now must secure A." Yesterday chatted with Mr Tay on my way from concourse to the gate. He'd been in SR for 7 years liao, maybe it's really time for him to change a new environment next year. Anyway, cuisha asked him a very superb question... "Mr Tay, how to get A for physics?" Wow! What a question.. It ended off with laughters and we parted our way. Coming Thurs will be GP paper and I'm scared! Time to take a look at bimbotic questions I guess.... Hope I won't write out of point like last year. I seriously don't wanna fail and hope to get better than a C. Wow...what a target! Wait! I wanna get A1! hahaha~ That's all folks...
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Sunday, October 22, 2006Y
Busy
The pace is very fast and is picking up speed.... I'm always looking forward to moments where I can just lie down and stare blankly into the ceiling. Well, I did that a few times already... hahaha! Chemistry prac is coming up. Hope I'll be able to finish everything in time because this year's physics prac was really difficult. Didn't perform as well as last year and already spotted a mistake already but at least I manage to finish everything. As Mr Yeo was saying, practical is only 10.9%, so we must work hard for the remaining 89%. No more A* but still can get A. hahaha! As Adam Khoo was saying, we should not be setting a limit to our target. If Person A aims to get a B grade while Person B aims to get a A grade, they'll adopt different attitude towards achieving the results. In most instance, we'll achieve results lower than our target. Morale of the story is to set the highest limit. Adopt the A* attitude! So people, my target is to get triple A's! (",) It's physics time!
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006Y
Starting...
Tomorrow will be my physics practical. Well, I remember I went suntec with my aunt on the eve of physics prac. So relax. But today, I'm feeling a little anxious. No worries... I'm very prepared! So it's now till 23 Nov but 17 Nov onwards I can start to play liao! Basically, felt that I have more stuff to worry and more things not prepared yet. Haiz~ Had a bad dream recently! Related to exam... Scary! Forget to bring stuff into exam hall. Btw, just now forgot to bring my calculator in for maths mock! so pengz~ until mr kwek speak into the mic then I realised... so blur~ Time for bed~ A good rest is important for morning prac exam. Think this place will be deserted for a while.
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Saturday, October 14, 2006Y
Argh~!
Wanna record my thoughts on the graduation day but suddenly I just lost all the mood to do so because of some unhappy stuff that happened... I really cannot understand my ah ma sometimes. I stress not to do it for millions of time yet she still go and do it! I really don't know how to react! Can I shout at her? Cannot! So now all the anger in kept in me. Felt like bursting but I can't. Sometimes I wish to be really nice and dear to her but it's just so difficult when she always does things against me! Now, I just wanna say....ARGgggggghhHhhhh~
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Friday, October 06, 2006Y
Down
Felt so lazy now. Tmr there's the retest for paper 3 chem and I'm having thoughts of not going for the test. I wanna use the morning time to go see doctor instead. Had been coughing real badly and I don't wanna keep on coughing like that manz~ Yesterday was the happiest and sadest school day this year. Finally, leech is absent and did not even tell me, well, I'm acutally happy about it. So I got to mix with the others more, which I'm very happy to. Discuss physics with a group of people and I felt I gained so much through the discussion. HW played a prank on me by hanging my bag high up so that I won't be able to get it. Well, I returned to the class while he's hanging. This kind of childish game happened quite frequently in class and of coz not everybody will be involved and I'm usually not involved until recently. Well, a sign of being accepted and I'm actually happy to be pranked. Everything went on well until at the very last moment... Mdm Koh asked us to group ourselves and to look for her for consultation. At that point I felt that I belonged no where... wanna leave but she only allowed us to leave when we've group ourselves. That moment really spoilt my day! Think H sensed something and ask me to join them, but I declined using a stupid reason, which she later questioned me and I was unable to ans her. Well, their group already have 5 people, it's very big, and I just don't wanna make things difficult. Ever since in primary school, I'm always surrounded with friends. Not Ms Popular definitely, but I'm definitely not the loner. I can remember when I was little, during excusions, there'll definitely be people asking if we can sit together for the bus trip, not one but a few....When I got older, I'll hand around with a bunch of friends doing silly stuff like running around playing catching and stuff . These are people I still keep in contact with. Then in secondary school, I was the only person from my pri sch to enter SAC, felt a little worried, but soon I made friends and settled down. Of coz, through CO, I met a bunch of very good friends. Also got to know many other people from other schools through camps and exchange prog. Really felt so blessed to be with the co gang~ (",) In jc, the first few days I was hanging out with horng, evan and my pri sch mate and og mate peipei. Then I got into my class and slowly make friends. Through pw, I know liyun better. Work with sophia the most through guzheng. Had a company for the journey home and that's Huiting. My mugging pals, Audrey and Ellyn. Mugging alone is really dull and sometimes you feel unmotivated. They had definitely helped me through the difficult period last year. The remaining girls and guys from my class definitely add a lot of colours to my days in srjc. Hm...started this post to unwind myself, but ended up with a lot of mixed feelings. Anyway, this chapter will be ending pretty soon and I bet I won't be keeping in touch with most of the people in the future too...
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006Y
Very Sick~
It's so horrible to fall sick in this period, but I fell sick andfind it hard to recover. I think the haze is just making things worse. Give me some magic potion to get well~! Argh~! Anyway, once again, my phy paper got problem. Calculation mistake! Can't phy teacher count? esp for my paper? 9+14=15!! Manz~! 15 out of 34 is a failed grade! Manz~ fail prac? haiz~ I didn't even realised coz I was too overwhelmed. Then my friend pointed out. What's worse... I was told the marks were keyed in and it's very troublesome to change and if it doesn't make a difference in grade, it won't be changed. I want some justice! Please change my mark in the system ever if it does not make a difference. Btw, my paper 3, I was given 10 mark short intially. It's a matter of pass and fail! Good news is I finally pass physics in my entire jc life for the very first time~ Bad news is I failed chemistry(most prob)! From C to AO? What's this? I also don't understand! Maths once again did not perform well.... Well, I'm feeling rather sick again but I'm going to school coz I've make an appointment with my gp tutor last year! Can you believe it? I haven't pass any of my essay yet! serious! when last year I only failed a couple of times. Something's not right! I wanna do well for GP! Time for bed~ Rest is important to me now~
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006Y
Such a bimbo!
Y! You're such a BIMBO! No denial~ I can't find my chem paper 3 ques paper! and my math 1 ques paper went missing! Argh~! I feel irritated with this and that missing. I wanna be well~ Cough no more please~
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Sunday, October 01, 2006Y
My Story, Your Song
I've just finishing putting all sun yan zi 60 songs into my mp3! I took such a long time! Slowly keying in all the song titles and organising them. Watched the dvd too.... a good 1 hour. Seeing her slowly tranformed from a young girl to a beautiful woman... This compilation has definitely burnt a big hole in my pocket. Trying to convince myself that it's okay since I do not own any of her past albums. Yes, It's worth it! However, I just realised, "My story, your song", which she sang with a jap singer was not in the compilation! oh manz~ Tomorrow it's time to go to school but I'm still not feeling well. Keep on coughing.. Why didn't I cough when I went to see the doc? If not at least I'll have some cough syrup with me. Now, I'm left with nothing to help me recover. I wanna get well! It's not wise to fall sick when you're preparing for a battle! The past two days had been quite enriching. Min Hui Fen's concert was superb and of coz the masterclass session was great. Learnt so much from her and she's giving all her very sincere advice very generously! Have the urge to go back to take lessons, but moolah is a key issue and plus laoshi is moving to woodlands pretty soon! haiz~ No more sighing...time for work...
