Today is a slacky sunday. Lazing around is such a nice feeling. But I wonder how long can I bear with this type of life. hahaha!
Feeling not very good now. I'm at my ah ma house with my ah ma now. She's busy with her stuff and I'm busying watching tv. Though I did not chat with her, I think she's glad that I'm here and I eat the porridge she cooked. It's the presence that counts.
Well, talked to my cousins on msn and ask why didn't they come. Got an expected answer from him. He feels it's a waste of time coming here. But, I didn't expect him from comparing himself to the other cousins. He said the other cousins also didn't come to ah ma house as frequent. My answer was ah ma dotes the both of you most. I can feel the saddness in her when she told me they're not coming this morning.
I just felt very disappointed because all these came from Eugene, the always-obedient grandson. If those words were to come from Simon, I won't have feel so much because I think ah ma nags at him the most.
Is there a way to measure fillial piety? Do you measure how much money you give your parents each month? Can you really compare yourself to others? I think you just have to treat them with your heart and you can warm their hearts.
I just don't understand. Other than my ah ma nagged, she didn't really expect much when me or my cousins visit her. Usually, we'll go on sunday, eat lunch then do our own stuff. We didn't spend time with her. Since we're not going out with friends, why not go to ah ma house to laze around and show our face? We're also doing the same thing if we stay at home isn't it? So why not just change a venue, make it at ah ma house?
He mentioned he'll go down on special occasions. Well, today is a special ocassion. It's mothers' day. Looking from a pessimistic view, my ah ma is almost 90 years old. How many more years can you actually visit her on a sunday?
My slacky sunday has turned to a sad sunday.
I wish all the mothers a Happy Mothers' Day! May all have good health!
