I'm feeling vexed coz I'm confused of what I wanna do right now. I wanna to study for the coming test. I wanna work to earn money but I really dislike my working situation now. I wanna prac my gaohu. So many things lined up yet some much undone and untouched! I'm really greedy but the point is I think I can't handle well. I've no idea why I agreed to go work tomorrow! Argh! Dislike the full-timer now yet I do not have the courage to tell him 'I quit'. Kinda dislike myself too...for starring at my organiser for so many days already, yet I can't organise my schedule. My thoughts are getting messy...gotta sort them now.