March has been like a roller coaster ride for me. At some point I feel okay and fine, but other times I feel really lousy! Right now...I'm in a state of confusion. It's difficult to explain and to even confide. I'm like the carbonated gas in the coke can. Quiety waiting for the right moment and right person to come and release me. It seems like I have forced myself to choose a path which is not meant for me. I always wanted to prove something but seldom succeed. I thought my cloudy days had passed....why is the sky still gloomy?
