The time has come... after months of anticipation...everything is finally coming to an end. Or rather I'm about to embark on a new journey soon. A new chapter is gonna begin shortly. My Boss was asking me if I'm nervous. Hm... I said 'No'! What a liar! Deep down I'm really nervous since the moment ying sms me. But, fortunately...this kind of anxiety was a different feeling from last year. Fingers crossed~ I actually msg horng about it, but it's a pity that she won't be around. The past 2 times, she was with me throughout... Suddenly I have many thoughts in mind. 2006 had been a rather lousy year for me. I was really suay that I often have to tell myself that tomorrow will be a good day ahead. But, it wasn't. Actually I was quite mentally prepared for the lousy result, but I'm too lost in choosing the path I want to go next. Then I was told that horng will be going to australia... I'm happy for her but I just felt that I've lost something in life. I'm too dependent on friends... After that I went back to school and got back to the gruelling period once again. This time, I'm doing it by myself. I tried to make friends but somehow everytime when I felt that I've got 'into' the class, I'll be 'pushed' out. No one is to be blamed, or maybe I'm the one who's causing this. haha! Finally...everything came to an end and I'm able to start 2007 pretty smoothly. I hope my journey will be able to continue smoothly. Of coz I'm prepared for hiccups along the way, but I do not wanna hurt myself again. That's all folks! May all be happy! Cheerio~
