Monday, January 22, 2007Y
SYCO 1st prac...goodbye surprise~
I miss Guo laoshi~ haha! too pamper last year~ guess he also didn't quite really bother about gaohu until th very last min when we were still so yucky. hahaha!
suddenly feel so weird when I looked in front... only manage find a few familiar faces. miss those days!
such a nervewrecking experience just now. I think it's even worse than my first prac with maestro yeh last year! basically he's just so strict that gives me no time to slack plus to be so uptight throughout the prac. having aches everywhere now. guess it's time to do some serious reflection and put them into actions! the only moment when we were a little relax was when he was trying to teach us how to read the very chim word in 'qin bin'. rare moments and i bet it isn't going to happen frequently.
sometimes god is really unfair... kind ppl are not always blessed. un-luck is contagious~ the downs keep coming and the ups are nowhere to be found. experience too much shock and surprises recently when i feel that luck is coming my way.
To Grace... be strong and I think you are already very brave to face the situation in a positive manner. get lots of rest and everything will be back to normal.
To my dearest nu er... my most ernest advice and comfort is to ask you to face reality. I might be a little harsh but that's life. Time for me to lend you an listening ear... Remember I'll always be by your side! Jia You!
ends at 11:41 PM
