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Monday, January 29, 2007Y

Many thoughts

hm.. finished my lunch in 20 mins including time taken to queue and buy.
I was listening to 933fm in the morning and I was pretty sad about that news. 28 years old taiwan actress xu wei lun died yesterday in a car accident. Well, I've not seen any of the shows which she acted in, but I've seen her on Zhong yi da ge da. She was performing the angelic instrument- Harp. I can say I was very impressed with her performance and that leave an impression in me.
I already learned about that news yesterday on tv when I was practising gaohu. I startled for a while and was questioning myself if that news was true. My mind went completely blank for some time and images of the past flew in.
I thought I'm a stubborn and strong person. But, frankly speaking, I could still remember the moment when I was being informed on the terrible news. When asked if I would break down and my reply was no. Guess I hadn't accepted that news yet. It was my mother whom reminded me of the reality and it was then that I broke down.
Just feeling a little emotional now but I'll be alright soon. Just to share with you a silly thought of mine... I hope I'll be down with illness or old age, rather than to face an accident. Haha~ At least, I will have time to bid goodbye to my loved ones...
Take care~

ends at 12:24 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007Y

Bored

Although felt rather bored today, I actually have lots of things that are yet to be done or rather started...
1. Wanna continue my cross stitch- Hm...stopped half way and find it difficult to continue. too much distractions around.
2. Start to sell items on yahoo- Haiz~ Been wanted to do that since last year, but it did not happen. I guess the only progress I had made was to apply for a debit card. haha!
3. Wear more contact lens! -Argh~ I've 11 pairs left after like 2 years~ How incredible~ I'll wear them for 11 days starting from Monday. hee~
4. Watch drama serial!- Finally completed full house~ yeah~ Wanna watch ai qin mo fa shi but having trouble coz they aren't original. So I decided to watch Hua Yang shao nian shao nu! Hee~ I'm hooked liao~
5. Practise my qin more- haiz~ only went through once and my aunty was back. didn't prac much in the end. Fen yong on mon~ argh~ haven't even go through once. It's gonna be challenging esp when the score is in manuscript. Watched Project Y repeat on ch u earlier and I was inspired to practise my qin dilligently. hee~
6. Finish reading Harry Porter! Argh~ Just realised I have forgotten about it for quite some time. Wanna read Mitch Albom new book as well and finish Tuesday with Morrie. Why didn't I caltivate a reading habit when I was younger? Envy those people who can finish their book in a short while. Of coz, I was being nagged for not doing so by my aunt constantly and she sees that as a reason why I've such a poor command for English.
7. Feel like going shopping but dare not! It's a dangerous task~ Been eyeing for lots of things recently~ Should I get a big bag or a small handbag?
8. Bake cookies and muffins! The mixture have been lying around for quite some time already!
Hm...That's all folks~ That should be my resolution for this new year.

ends at 11:13 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007Y

SYCO 1st prac...goodbye surprise~

I miss Guo laoshi~ haha! too pamper last year~ guess he also didn't quite really bother about gaohu until th very last min when we were still so yucky. hahaha!
suddenly feel so weird when I looked in front... only manage find a few familiar faces. miss those days!
such a nervewrecking experience just now. I think it's even worse than my first prac with maestro yeh last year! basically he's just so strict that gives me no time to slack plus to be so uptight throughout the prac. having aches everywhere now. guess it's time to do some serious reflection and put them into actions! the only moment when we were a little relax was when he was trying to teach us how to read the very chim word in 'qin bin'. rare moments and i bet it isn't going to happen frequently.
sometimes god is really unfair... kind ppl are not always blessed. un-luck is contagious~ the downs keep coming and the ups are nowhere to be found. experience too much shock and surprises recently when i feel that luck is coming my way.
To Grace... be strong and I think you are already very brave to face the situation in a positive manner. get lots of rest and everything will be back to normal.
To my dearest nu er... my most ernest advice and comfort is to ask you to face reality. I might be a little harsh but that's life. Time for me to lend you an listening ear... Remember I'll always be by your side! Jia You!

ends at 11:41 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007Y

new look

Thanks wanying for helping me with this new blog skin! hm...
got some other questions as well... anyone knows how to remove the blogspot tool bar on top? plus delete the blank space at the left...
Any kind soul who know the answer? msg me can? i'm such an IT idiot, so desperately need help! hee!
that's all folks! must sleep liao... Tmr will be syco 1st combine prac with the new conductor! I can feel the butterfilies in my tummy liao! argh...

ends at 11:17 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007Y

Your EQ is 153

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

ends at 11:35 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007Y

My computer is well suddenly...

BACK! I'm using my own desktop now! manz~ It's miraculously recover by itself. Hope it'll be able to live for a long time.
Hm...suddenly don't know what to blog... guess I have too much disorganised thoughts.
Yesterday's s13 gathering was great except that it's really tiring. Prepare non-stop from 1pm to about 10pm. Wanna leave the washing to the guys but they aren't moving. Not nice to just dump everything aside, so we washed up loh. Hope Hui Ting will like the present we made.
I'm getting more and more anxious... heard that there are rumours saying that O lvl results will be released on 5 feb or 14 feb. wow! so early! so when's A lvl results coming out leh! Losing confidence day by day... fingers cross
Looking around for a spectacles now and they're really ex~ hm...guess I'll just keep on looking or just visit ling ling when she starts her job. hee~
Congrats to Yushi and Weiling~ New job found!
That's all folks!

ends at 7:49 PM

Saturday, January 13, 2007Y

busy

firstly...little time to blog. have loads of shows to watch and of coz lots of catching up. But, most importantly... my desktop is ill... but I only bear to spend at most 200 bucks for its medicine...so Ive been dragging... tmr my cousin will help me take a look. hope it'd only just caught a chill or something... better not let it have fever or other major illness.. hahaha!
a short summary... mco concert was great but difinetely need improvement. They should stop dwelling in all the congrats and praises... BE realistic too... I had the most enjoyed intermission break coz I managed chat with friends. It's so good to have them coming to support you. so i really really appreciated their presence. It's so lonely and sad to stay back stage during interval. I'd been doing so so many many performance already...
I'd finished watching My Girl. A must-watch korean drama! So hilarious and it's really sad towards to end.
SYCO is starting soon, this time I must not disappoint myself. Time to work hard. You are just plain lazy, Sylvia! Not that you can't play well! haiz~ Missed a lot of people who are not around this year! where are our erhu 'gay' partners? my 'di di'- casper the friendly ghost? and the very bhb le zi's partner- dean wong... Hope to get to know more people too!
Got to go! Going to liang shi's house for s13 gathering~ woohoo~ the girls are cooking...

ends at 11:28 AM