A Wednesday night and I'm here... So much stuffs waiting for me to complete and everyday I'll get at least one piece of new assignment! Well, I shouldn't grumble and I won't. I just hope I'll complete them asap. It's confirm, I'm gonna work on physics now by mostly my own effort. Well, cannot blame people for not wanting to teach me, It's my fault anyway. Ah yee was sort of reprimanding me yesterday for not looking for a tutor earlier. Once again, I don't blame her and it's really my fault. The truth is I've been thinking about this issue long time ago, but I dare not speak up due to some reasons. Of course I don't want to repeat the history. I read the stories on this year's PSC scholars. They really deserve the scholarships and they really did put in hard work to achieve it. I admire their determination, so it's time to work hard! I went for the NE talk on S'pore land development. I don't regret going esp when half of the class were not there. Due to this issue, I nearly started a war with someone( the person I dislike in class). But, that's not the main point. I saw Mr Tay before the talk started. I had the urge to approach him on advice, whether to go for tuition and if he can recommend any tutor. As mentioned earlier, I had the urge to do so. Therefore, in the end, I didn't talk to him. I think last year, about this time, we were talking about me going for tuition. So he said, it's abit too late and advised me to do questions and look for him instead. Hm...think last year I'm in a worst state than now. So if now, I head for his advice, I'll be able to manage the exam I guess. Well, success don't come easy. okay....for now... what time is it????? It's physics time!
