Hi peepz~! I'm back with more classroom politics! Hope you all can bear with me coz it's the only way to release myself... Basically, I dislike attending normal lessons! Always feel rather extra and lonely... Well, as I'd mentioned earlier, those who clique with me are those who had some kind of 'problem' and are considered the minority. Well, I treated them with a open-heart but I can truly understand why they're being outcast by them. Let me tell you an incident which made me feel so belonged. During the PE lesson on last thurs, me and the other 'minority', which i'll refer to as R, has to split to join either one of the 2 groups. Both of the groups were from my class girls. So when Ms Lum asked us to split, my name was clearly shouted out by both of the groups. I don't know where to go so I stood in between the 2 groups and one of them pulled me over. Well, you get the moral of the story? I bet you did. R felt sad and I felt sad for her too... But I can understand exact why the rest are doing so though. Seeing at how R is faring academically, I can consider as a potential repeat. Well, I wonder if I was like her last year with regards to the attitude towards learning. My answer is definitely 'No'. I'm quite certain about that. Chem lesson she does maths or phy she does chem. She's always doing the opposite and not staying focus. She had already asked for my advice and I've been constantly telling her to stay focus phy means phy, when we're discussing ques 10, you should be doing so and nothing else. Today during Chem lesson, we're going through tutorial and she's studying for the revision test after that. She didn't listen and didn't even copy. Never take out the tut ques at all. I told her to get back to tut, she did that for like 15 mins and went back to study. Guess what, for the test... I think she cannot manage loh. Well, seriously I wanted to help her and she really come and ask me question. I'm glad though but I see little attempt of her trying out by herself first. And guess what she'd been calling my hp every now and then. Do one ques don't know then call.. wanna peng liao! She called me at 1050 just now loh~! I refuse to pick up and i'm gonna tell her I slept already. Last time she asked for my house number! Luckily I nv give and ask her to call my hp! what a wise choice! That's all folks...end of the fuss.. bye~!
