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Sunday, July 30, 2006Y

NDP Preview 06

Yoz~! Yesterday was a rather happening day.
Morning was results day. Hm... stayed in school for less than half an hour only. hee~ as usual, my mother had nothing to ask. so bascially, both of us just hear Mr Yang talked and we just nod loh. Luckily my result was given out by my ct and not my phy tutor. Heard from Mr Yang that Ms Tan often asked him abt me. She's really quite concern about my studies. I'm quite happy and touch to hear that. I mustn't disappoint those who cared about me.
After that was a happening afternoon with a bunch of hao peng yous doing a cool 'thing'. The end product was so pretty! Shall not elaborate much. It's meant to be a surprised~
So after that met Li yun and Sally to watch NDP preview~! we went down to kallang station to meet different friends lah. hahaha! Made a wrong decision to take the shuttle bus. Sometimes it's better to trust our own feet than the bus. Anyway, it's so chaotic at the stadium. A punishment for being late I guess. Weiling said she came to watch the fireworks. I definitely cannot agree with her. Both the mass display and the fireworks are must watch items! This year's NDP was really very nice. You definitely must catch the live telecast on 9 Aug!
Chatted with laoshi a while ago. Well, gonna play erhu for the mco concert. After all these years, I guess our relationship is still quite good although I guess it's been abit different from the past. I guess some incident which happened between him and his students over the past years has kept our relationship going. wow! I sounded bad~! My happinesss is at the expense of others happiness. hahaha! Well, he sounded a little unsatisfied with Dean. I didn't add oil to the strain situation k. I helped him explained but guess laoshi is still not happy. Well, sometimes don't really understand laoshi. He sometimes dote the wrong person. Haiz~!
Time to get back to work! I've gotten my prelims time table liao. Left about one month plus.
That's all folks!

ends at 1:07 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006Y

26 July 2006

Anyone watch the SCO special on CNA? Well, it's an enriching and educational show. I bet only those chinese orchestral music enthusiast will agree will me. What happened at Jun Run's house was truly memorable. Guess what, when I watched the repeat on Sunday, I had a different feeling, not as emotional and excited. I think this year at syco, I didn't give my 100% and I'm a little upset though coz next year it won't be Mr Quek conducting already. I hope Mr Quek remember me as one of the gaohuist in syco, but next year I probably won't want the conductor to remember me(if he's confirmed the conductor). Why am I saying all this? I think it's a little redundant now...
MYE results had been confirmed. I was ranked 230 in the entire cohort and 184 in the science. Pengz~! Not at all happy with how I fared. A disappointment~! Chem I've got a decent grade but yet to achieve quality grade. Maths was a disappointment and I must definitely make up for it in the prelims. Physics was atrocious! Failed again... I seriously worried for this subject. My cousin had asked me to get professional tutor, what does it mean? Anyway, he'll be starting his honours year soon, so it'll be selfish to take up a lot of his time right? I'm really lost. hm... if you know of any good physics tutor, can recommend the person to me? In the mean time, I must think of what to do next. What had happened definitely cannot repeat again in prelims! Argh~!
Time to get back to work, I think I've slack quite a lot after the mid year revision. Actually I have some classroom politics to say, but no time for it. I can say classroom politics had sort of worsen and I think I glad to be considered as the majority. Bye~!

ends at 6:35 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006Y

I'm touched

I'm touch by what happened just now. In the morning my mood was really bad and I felt like 'putting aeroplane' for the bbq. I still went afterall and I'm glad I was there. It'll be different to watch the sco special alone.
Horng's going back in less than 24 hours. I'll be looking forward to her email and December...
Can't blog much. got to sleep liao. tmr 7am goin to bedok stadium for run, better be sleeping now.
I'll be back tmr.

ends at 12:52 AM

Friday, July 14, 2006Y

Classroom politics~!

Hi peepz~! I'm back with more classroom politics! Hope you all can bear with me coz it's the only way to release myself...
Basically, I dislike attending normal lessons! Always feel rather extra and lonely... Well, as I'd mentioned earlier, those who clique with me are those who had some kind of 'problem' and are considered the minority. Well, I treated them with a open-heart but I can truly understand why they're being outcast by them.
Let me tell you an incident which made me feel so belonged. During the PE lesson on last thurs, me and the other 'minority', which i'll refer to as R, has to split to join either one of the 2 groups. Both of the groups were from my class girls. So when Ms Lum asked us to split, my name was clearly shouted out by both of the groups. I don't know where to go so I stood in between the 2 groups and one of them pulled me over. Well, you get the moral of the story? I bet you did.
R felt sad and I felt sad for her too... But I can understand exact why the rest are doing so though. Seeing at how R is faring academically, I can consider as a potential repeat. Well, I wonder if I was like her last year with regards to the attitude towards learning. My answer is definitely 'No'. I'm quite certain about that. Chem lesson she does maths or phy she does chem. She's always doing the opposite and not staying focus. She had already asked for my advice and I've been constantly telling her to stay focus phy means phy, when we're discussing ques 10, you should be doing so and nothing else. Today during Chem lesson, we're going through tutorial and she's studying for the revision test after that. She didn't listen and didn't even copy. Never take out the tut ques at all. I told her to get back to tut, she did that for like 15 mins and went back to study. Guess what, for the test... I think she cannot manage loh. Well, seriously I wanted to help her and she really come and ask me question. I'm glad though but I see little attempt of her trying out by herself first. And guess what she'd been calling my hp every now and then. Do one ques don't know then call.. wanna peng liao! She called me at 1050 just now loh~! I refuse to pick up and i'm gonna tell her I slept already. Last time she asked for my house number! Luckily I nv give and ask her to call my hp! what a wise choice!
That's all folks...end of the fuss.. bye~!

ends at 10:54 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006Y

Physically and Emotionally unstable!

The un-luck is trailing me already. These few days had been feeling very unstable physically and emotionally.
Physically, got hurt by the cyclist then got sore throat! Then these 2 days kept wanna doze off during lesson! Yesterday got called by my phy tutor coz he saw me wanna fell asleep liao! those who watch world cup can even stay awake? me, nv watch, wanna doze off instead. Feeling rather tired. This tiredness had nv been felt since I return to school until now which I'm not sure what happen.
Emotionally... I was rather happy on Sat. Got to meet horng after such a long time and got back Chem paper 3. Got a D, a grade which nv appear before last year. When I saw my result wasn't that happy coz I'm expecting a higher grade. But later got to know that there're only 3 ppl who pass in my class, felt a little arrogant liao! that's bad! well, i'm happy that i pass but i definitely can do better. Then just now! I was really upset. Failed maths 1...one more mark! so pengz~! after the paper I was telling myself I'll at least get a pass, in the end...haiz~! really careless! plus there're really alot of things which i still don't know. Common test got this grade then now still get this. haiz~! I only have myself to blame. It's the 2nd year liao...can't be getting this kind of lan results rite esp when the uni admission is getting tougher.
What are you doing manz~! can't understand~!

ends at 5:09 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006Y

It's been a while...

Never been here for a while...actually there were several times which I wanna blog, but after a few sentences I'll shut the window..
Okay...exams are almost finished...left practical which is on tmr. Got to do some revision later...
I think Physics 1 and 2 were rather okay...but I'm not confident with what I wrote down. It's scary~! Don't wanna fail manz~!
This year I saw a situation which I nv encounter last year.. For every paper, there'll be at least one absentee. Seems like they're not taking this exam seriously... whatever lah! don't wanna bother about them.
Tmr going to eat xiao long bao, zha jiang mian and etc...with huiting, sophia and audrey~! Looking forward to it! It's been a year since my first visit there with huiting. Hope tmr won't get lost again~!
There're so much things that I wanna do... go kbox~! Watch movie...Go buy present... most imptly meet my friends~! Horng's back and I haven't had the chance to meet her~! Argh~!~
Today damn suay~! Early in the morning, when I walk down the stairs with my mum to go market, a bicycle just came by and knocked into me loh!! He's riding the bike quite fast loh! Actually I don't wanna blame him but now I'm angry liao coz my back really hurts~! Stupid cyclist! Though you were also injured... He nv apologise manz~! I didn't mind jus now coz maybe it's also partly my fault.... BUT! i suffered throughout the physics paper! 3 hrs leh! the pain is getting worse liao~! Argh~!~!~ Angry lah~!
Go liao...be back another day....

ends at 4:56 PM