Well, my ah yee was back from her trip to japan. She got my something... an amulet from a jap temple to wish me good luck for the coming exam. At that moment, a surge of tears just gushed to my eyes. I felt so... guilty i should say... i'm afraid i'm gonna disappoint her.
Today stayed in school from 9.30 to 6.30pm. It's quite a study marathon. Today really made me realised that actually I still do no understand a lot of things. Once again, it diminish my illusion of a happy scene in next mar. But, since I'd still a little time left, I will give my very best no matter what outcome I may get.
I'd been in a lousy mood lately and all my entires seem so negative. My future was really very bleak. I'm basically in a lost now. I knew that I most probably cannot take path A but I'm not sure which way to head to either.
Think I'll leave this place isolated for 2 weeks and I'll come back with some happy entries.
So long...