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Felt so lazy now. Tmr there's the retest for paper 3 chem and I'm having thoughts of not going for the test. I wanna use the morning time to go see doctor instead. Had been coughing real badly and I don't wanna keep on coughing like that manz~
Yesterday was the happiest and sadest school day this year. Finally, leech is absent and did not even tell me, well, I'm acutally happy about it. So I got to mix with the others more, which I'm very happy to. Discuss physics with a group of people and I felt I gained so much through the discussion. HW played a prank on me by hanging my bag high up so that I won't be able to get it. Well, I returned to the class while he's hanging. This kind of childish game happened quite frequently in class and of coz not everybody will be involved and I'm usually not involved until recently. Well, a sign of being accepted and I'm actually happy to be pranked.
Everything went on well until at the very last moment... Mdm Koh asked us to group ourselves and to look for her for consultation. At that point I felt that I belonged no where... wanna leave but she only allowed us to leave when we've group ourselves. That moment really spoilt my day! Think H sensed something and ask me to join them, but I declined using a stupid reason, which she later questioned me and I was unable to ans her. Well, their group already have 5 people, it's very big, and I just don't wanna make things difficult.
Ever since in primary school, I'm always surrounded with friends. Not Ms Popular definitely, but I'm definitely not the loner. I can remember when I was little, during excusions, there'll definitely be people asking if we can sit together for the bus trip, not one but a few....When I got older, I'll hand around with a bunch of friends doing silly stuff like running around playing catching and stuff . These are people I still keep in contact with.
Then in secondary school, I was the only person from my pri sch to enter SAC, felt a little worried, but soon I made friends and settled down. Of coz, through CO, I met a bunch of very good friends. Also got to know many other people from other schools through camps and exchange prog. Really felt so blessed to be with the co gang~ (",)
In jc, the first few days I was hanging out with horng, evan and my pri sch mate and og mate peipei. Then I got into my class and slowly make friends. Through pw, I know liyun better. Work with sophia the most through guzheng. Had a company for the journey home and that's Huiting. My mugging pals, Audrey and Ellyn. Mugging alone is really dull and sometimes you feel unmotivated. They had definitely helped me through the difficult period last year. The remaining girls and guys from my class definitely add a lot of colours to my days in srjc.
Hm...started this post to unwind myself, but ended up with a lot of mixed feelings. Anyway, this chapter will be ending pretty soon and I bet I won't be keeping in touch with most of the people in the future too...